Burying My Five Year Old Self Today

I buried my five year old  self today. That part of me that loved to laugh and make corny jokes. The part of me that was best friend with my stepdaughter. We used to tell each other jokes in the car annoying her brother and dad. I never forget the first joke we told each … Continue reading Burying My Five Year Old Self Today

24 Million Children And 64 Million Fathers – Best Interest – No One Listened

There is an estimated 64 million fathers across the nation. Parent-child relationships and child well being show that father love is an important factor in predicting the social, emotional, and cognitive development and functioning of children and young adults. Yet 24 million children live without their biological father in their lives. What the family court calls … Continue reading 24 Million Children And 64 Million Fathers – Best Interest – No One Listened

My Stepchildren Xander and Tori – 3880

So like most Sundays I got dressed put on my head covering and went to church. I started with 845 Matins and Continued on through services till about 1130. I chanted, I smelled the incense, but today I lit a candle praying for my stepchildren. I don’t know why I did today, but I did. … Continue reading My Stepchildren Xander and Tori – 3880

Have A Great Reward In The End – Parental Alienation

So what is it like being the Alienated Stepparent? It is not easy. You get up you go to work and continue to wonder if my step-children will ever come back and get our side of the story. I get frustrated in my house seeing the children’s things and me not having enough will power … Continue reading Have A Great Reward In The End – Parental Alienation

Killing Your Child Slowly – Divorce

So the fifth sign of divorce I described during my venting blog this week. But I think it can be merged with the six sign of divorce because to me the fifth sign of divorce is like the sixth sign of divorce so for today and to end the week we will be covering both … Continue reading Killing Your Child Slowly – Divorce

Venting Honest Post – No Longer A Feminist

So just about an update to the website.  I have added a new area for videos. Ben and I take so many pictures and things we figured starting videos would be a great way to show the children we were thinking about them when they come back in 3899 days and ask why we never … Continue reading Venting Honest Post – No Longer A Feminist

Sodom and Gomorrah

Xander and Tori, Some days are better than others. Today is not one of those good days. I am sick and all I want is a hug from my step-children. Yet I will not get one of those for at least 3913 days. I was able to make me some hot tea with some sweetener … Continue reading Sodom and Gomorrah

Domestic Housewife As Abuse – Blame and Shame

Good Morning my goal is to finish the 10 defence mechanisms that narcissistic females use tomorrow so we can begin the New Year with a new series. I should say I have learned more through my writing and reflection but a lot of what has happened remains a mystery. While statistically chaos can be contained … Continue reading Domestic Housewife As Abuse – Blame and Shame

Jesus What A Crazy Dependa – Increasing the Volume

Good Afternoon, Today I posted a podcast. Please let me know what you think by reaching out to me through the contact form here. It has been a busy day and I hope everyone has some exciting New Years plans. Please remember to be respectful of Veterans during this time of year. Many do not … Continue reading Jesus What A Crazy Dependa – Increasing the Volume