One Step At A Time Thoughts Peppa Pig, Paw Patrol and Barbie

Peppa Pig, Paw Patrol and Barbie



Another day,

Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner. Amen

1407 days till we can see you Xander and 3591 for you Tori. Let’s be honest here….our society has gone crazy.  So much to a point I do not even want to engage society anymore. In my thought process who cares. There are times when I think maybe if we just did a funeral for the two of you with our friends that we could move on in our grieving processes. Yet it is not really appropriate to do that. To be honest nothing is really appropriate is it? We did this for your benefit. We hope that you are taking full advantage of it. We noticed a spike in your dad’s goodbye video on Wednesday last week. It was nice to see that one of you is still watching it. 5 or 6 times I believe it was.  Your dad is going loving the idea of his new job.  He is so excited to get started.

We will finish paying off your dad’s lawyer this month. I am really excited about that. Every so often while we are cleaning the house we find papers from lawyers and things we submitted.  We finally have a dedicated box with all the information we submitted and was given to us. From beginning to end, so when the two of you are ready for our side of the truth we will have it available for you. Currently we have a huge box full of stuff and we are now beginning our second box. I think as we review it, it helps your dad and I remember why we decided to give up our parental right to the two of you. It was for your best interest. In all honesty, it was the best decision and most appropriate adult decision we made. It was our gift to you to put an end to you being used as weapons so you could have a normal childhood.

The holidays are always rough for me and your dad. Tori a lot of your toys are going to my sisters children. They love Peppa Pig, Paw Patrol and Barbie. Your dad is keeping a couple of sentimental items but the rest we will be giving to my sister. The positive thing is that at least the toys will be used and played with to give two girls joy. Your dad and my parents get along really well. It is nice to see that he has found a mom and dad that love him for who he is since his mom and dad decided to turn their back on him. He is an amazing treasure to my family.

I hope the two of you are enjoying school. I am sure you have lots of new hobbies and activities you enjoy doing. Tori I just wanted to let you know Peppa sits at my desk and helps me get through the day.  I know the odds of you ever seeing this or reading this is slim to none but we both want to let you know that we love you no matter how horrible or wonderful you become. We realize life is hard but we will always be here when you are ready to reach out to us.

Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner. Amen

Hugs,

M

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